Throwing Stones In Glass Houses

Its a tit bit nipply outside this evening…

The best four months. Ever. I can’t describe the joy these past moths have brought. First let me take you five months ago. It was the middle of football season and I went to every single wildcat game. I noticed that there was a certain girl there at all of those games. She was so gorgeous, a silent kind of pretty. The kind that is so beautifully amazing and in a way is somewhat chilling/intimidating. Nonetheless, she was there hub I was too afraid to speak to her. But at one game, our friend convinced me to ask her to cuddle. She said yes. That was the moment I started falling for her. Right now, she is sleeping with the exact sweatshirt I was wearing on that first night of us. The first night that I looked into those green eyes that made me speechless. They are the very same eyes that still make me be at loss for words. We kept hanging out at games and we even went to a play; the first time I officially put my arm around her. Then came the night of the haunted house. The night of the first kiss. Which I’ll admit, I kinda screwed up :P. But that was the night I decided that I wanted to ask her out. That was the night I made the best decision of my life (so far). On October 22, 2011; we went to a movie after I got back from a football game she couldn’t make it to. I asked her out before the movie. That was one of the happiest days ever :D. Then there was the day of NIB. She showed me to her locker so we could get a bit of alone time and that was the first time that I told her I loved her. But just because I said it that day didn’t mean I wasn’t hopelessly head over heels for her before that. But now just a few hours away from four months after that 22nd day of October, I love her more than ever. I love her more each and every second. Before she came into my life, I was sort of afraid to give it all to someone. With her, I don’t feel scared in the slightest to give everything I have to her. Maybe it’s because she deserves it; she deserves the kisses, the cute texts, the crazy long tumblr posts, everything I have to give to her. I know she knows that because she knows that I truly love her and luckily she loves me. She is so amazingly perfect in the love that she gives to me. She makes me feel like…something a person can’t describe. Lucky, loved, special, weird, cute, somewhat attractive, and perfect for her; all in one feeling. Or maybe there is a word for it. Whatever the case, she makes me feel happier and happier every single day. I tell her every day that I’m the luckiest guy in the world and I mean it. I love her so much I can’t even describe it. This has been the happiest four months ever. Happy four month hannah.

Where do I begin? Her smile? Or maybe her adorable laugh? I guess I’ll start with how cute she is. I love the way she feels free to fall asleep right in my arms :) I love how she cuddles into me closer whenever she’s cold. I love how she will never stop loving me even when i’m in a bad mood. I love the way she teases me and playfully hits me. I love the way she kisses me and the way she squeezes my hand when she thinks I do something cute. She thinks that I’m the cute one and she’s obviously wrong because she is the most adorable, beautiful, and amazing girl in the entire world. I love her so much. Good night my Rose